the way they say I love you is rain coming 

 

Used to be all top tiers in below towns need  bussers and demo and sledge and ears and grips. That’s all not true anymore. Nobodies. Doom’s day. Making time. Eons split of eons or else it’s 2 day passed and going forward. What's out there is done. The lens curve cusp. Was thinks on What Is again turning over what they had together now left. The runaway. Only you. The new hangs over. Needing too still feeling.  Was looks back somewhere fluid. To leave to stay whole.  What Is better off now without. Was  feeds habits  lights smoke consistent location way out nowhere and no reasons left to keep calling What Is. Was in stasis sworn free the same account same info all the same. The guts. It ain’t stopped snowing. Wet ankles. Hole in the chucks. The gasoline prices lean against the fender. Was turns shoulder from the wind tires day break catching  phone booth receiver swinging operator wonder on the spent cigarette filter fume zigzag to chevy wide open range yodelin urn lacerate with fences oscillate the ghost of eradication dissipate of the coil on the header’s nostalgic heaven burning oil the getaway. All the love Was had left to give. Getting away. A before in the snow. The great fur of trees is relic. Of  lungs and through  lips  a  borne fog pulled close traveler slivering syntactic belt buckle  dollar in shirt pocket against the floor suitcase. The planet gone rvrbrtn not believing in the horizontal watching the interstate disappear to still nots. Was meditating highway's bruise aura  semitrucks on 5-day runs inside the bigness of it all  blue dawn denim road ice slow windshield wipers charm  soil the of all places  said  going from. Together. Glory. Glory. Twinkling desaturate  become frame  polygon final  long gone  ember.  Parking lot  low down labor between rest stops electron hurl. 
The afterglow. Was said before to make past moment   to present. To forgive nowhere else but  here deep in the dark is to stray. Futurity hold  the spark no more. Belief. False.  Astonishing untold. Amends for the said and said nots. The lost head. Guillotine holy everything are saying are rotation are the record. Listening again then Was put them on that there's nothing more. Laying it down for What Is to see in a glass clause. Was orbiting  What Is through their staid space. From out the vertical  are the church and aerodynamic city angle pockets in seam crumpled dollar arms and below  is a goldenrod bookmark tassel slipping from the gutter.  Bedside table stillicidium. In mid air still above is the flat white ceiling. It's all meat in brine in a jar.  This again end  has been a successful experiment in proving  now. Was tries not to worry. Pretensile leap.  What Is watched as Was hung what remained  to a nail near the door stranded in  zone knocking familiarly pulse woken surprise grey sun which isn’t got nothing to sale not alling because  the 2  once had been put on the shelf dropped off.  Cycles know it that way. The beginning used to the momentum the rush that could be love but is really only getting closer to the floor. The sink in What Is  slow to give. Tea kettle percussion.  Inside warm underbelly from the window split by a cross. A strong enough offering. The current harasses weather vane shouts darling and cloud choir rapture the snow slur and old word stare at handmade imperfect vast conceal vase on the table opposite stain nebula What Is says  leave   always saying they got   that  Had. Wasted so much time rowing rambling down. There's nothing to be sorry for knowing.   

 

eros & thanatos 

 

0 

strangler i cannot see you 
body only body 
     a closed     till 
   you pulled over  from    the curtain 
  entourage of vats spitting  
molten steel and acid   America 
a modern worm of life   now 
the peristalsisd poets and their manuscripts  
factory baby you are so mad 
   your teeth prove there is you in there 
in that frenzy you call your body 
in that space where they become vermiculate then   wisend   then more than now 
not only are you concept  of working class body beatific but a laberine series of conveyor belt 
and the doors of you      farmhouse  
are baby teeth glued into slats that nailed together form the superhighway entrance 

1 

between your teeth are  
          buried history  
       free Palestine 
         route 66 before-after 
       string of recession 
               the space of 
          dentist chair after hours cool 
    cool waiting sunglasses waiting fibrous sun isin glass flare fruiting fibrous 
the thin thin skin of the hunted whale 

2 

inside the ubiquitous structure of your jaw 
terrible whiteness expansive plateau nouveau 
wave after tired wave 
they didn’t start this way -- chewed on -- but after such a long way the space of a grain of film in the printed rush 
  your slab’s got me to think o’heaven and so death the only way into heart felt fiction 
the first real record I guess   paradiso  is more accurate and really just thinking of where it all makes sense and is straight about it 
  the records of your mouth  -- biblioazteca -- two librares which are waterfalls on opposite ends of the party 
your mouth closes and opens and there is moss as if in some long buried tone  
it opens you and loses its shape to become eflective -- what I’m seeing there is that the cities are all so sick and congested and will have to be this way because of progress which is only building of erasing and has no time to think or start a new leaf which in this way of a body being too sick to move so that it becomes mental too 
foil covering leftovers in prophetic hieroglyphic shapes  
whiling in tub of spit in its bathhouse of blubber 
in the evaporation of your cavity is only death 
a madness spring  dead by way of inertia counterpoints and that the ghost town stock image from a collective ugh  we got now aren’t   saloon swinging doors empty they got to be rehauled because the ghost town ain’t empty but glassd with hope and promise and layered a wedding cake and otherwise viral and stuffed full all together unmoving -- an apocalypse of opera -- what gloom -- what gloom -- so instead to impress you pages soil leaf rind I am machismo dynamo stoico strong and zipped tied  
I sing the blues to shake it  
all those lines they -- someone somewhere -- put in me on about  

masculine star tar pit 

from which bubbling I’m a singin ::  sweet atlantis 
                                                          sweet Dresden 
                                                         sweet sanfran 
                                                             sweet Denver 
                                                             sweet syria             

and I put in about my life and the way of it how it is going on in the betweens and all the whiles your mouth is collapsing in to the end of a telescope way back when  

3 

you are in your animal nashing 
far from now in me 
the result of wanting to be fed 
gated throughs before’n’after 
beyond       the        to animal jazz 
what produces  your need to void 
your teeth refractually recreate the primordial craving of space 
to void 
universal sweatshop  
your teeth the millions of tiny finger swimmin 
bacteria that fills you in meat 
portal to your songs of digestion 
slaughterhouse belly ejecting death bleat 

4 

your teeth are proven weight of the under  
your teeth are reinterred benefaction   
your teeth are deciduous forest steam 
your teeth are eel poured into crates 
your teeth are produce robot mass 
your teeth are the farthest person away from me in the hole universe 

bomb h over blown 

 

I crawl inside you 
termite on wooden chair 
     felld for centuries 
slippery walls of larynx and colon 
lost in psychologic howl iris 

you a re a  sludge pool I’m wrestling together   
I fall down through you without speed and with  time 
in a vertical esophageal chasm lighthouse  tumble 

inside you I see  
earthquakes and orgasm fossilized 
I see myself looking in to your layers of law 
teeth crying over kachina soldiers 
this space intentionally left blank 

inside you I find 
a landscape full with squared pyramids 
the vertices are eye 
ivory fractal orb flitting in ¾ time  

inside you I hear 
just murmur 
hands swollen repeat 
moldy wizard grumbling over the stones 
mad god at the border sterling 

and it all seems to be collapsing apart shaking in de-rhumba 
how much of this is you 
       don’t believe much 

 

the ship of m y rves fresh sparkling extract stir integer certain azimounth gemini reading 

 

callixiety  tangle zoid beacon hill latch folding screen dale 
recontextual ziggurat dog blossom decentralize in void without surface to bare from 
iziziziz  
shape of splatter split rubik churn squared   spigot  pyramid pounce aptean    spout   pivot  quired  mangle 
knotted chain manicle bust x-bar syntax 
a steel cube frame full of ace bare prenuptial  
hatd mayan space ship templedge of  
jungle leave yearn yeast risen smile  
the cocktail barf  starter  blocks conjoind centric ven diamond diagram 
the protein blocks of life  drunk heart rambling  neon ave 
dye all in 
    the  
         this 
on turn bombardment splotches of ink mov up the fabric to the ceiling in little spiders 
   inhibitnxiety  padlock    
an excellent funny and vulnerable material ringing hand 
the tooth spin valley combust 

crossroad stag crumpl powder leg kick hoov lightnin vortex fire pull collecting spiral of the drain drinking empty cup after empty cup dancing lasso deposit cash in fist to desk gem cowboy boot melt their opposite hard day frost 
head ache splinter windshield bacteria k  dandr 
fivetofiften D angle mpuate 
metal furniture morphing tweeze from its haunches a cicada hatch out concission proofs 
frrd data wonders how could i could not groove cold eye grove louce u isel isle diner booth military rank on the load rank road and left equivalent 

 

the aisles of grain are alpine hot and shoulders and mother's voice intwined within nightly prayers fungus on compost fuzz teal 

 

banana peel coffee ground raw chicken when placed against the breeze wonder about the rested 
weatherd prayers have reached the sky wet herald  or if   still    stay in the ocean cyan     as the acres and acres of plastic from the bins  
                            weakly emptied 
conform to the mighty matrices  

to govern strength you smile in whole swords 
there at the table well fastened doubt  what is given you and  is eaten and  is tomorrow abandoned  

yes what we are is too strong to eat 
yes it can happen to strong hands too  
miss prey my stockholm lady  yes yes yes 

hearse and its mourning party  twigs 
split a tree with icing 
shoulders hold  box branded kitchen to kitchen  
from the split in the glacier the beans tumbling from the open sagging flap 
braggarts  wound 

snails in the rain are so far below eyes 
and less so from the finger’ nail 
stains on the cement later even more from the piles of feast heft in the valley  mother mounds say she is selling    house interatom and wants  onion pine   hilt    the processing  lancet  shiver swoon sworn its new offering  

water buckets 

 

 

ghosts afford spoke &  

prtcl 

 

you come in waves 
discreet packets of energy 
lococommotion in a vacuum  
the goldfish at the carnival  
my neurons take you ringing from head to stem fork to form in their own image     of 
what they believe in  
see prayer:       only so much 
of you is what I see is you 
the spiritual spout summer stair leading up to the mountain landing  sudden impact crater 
lined now with foil flower glint and spin 
the wind opened as a bottle with the can opener  sun tendon two shed   last  night   complete   nutrition  
we met in death predestined and simultaneous hollywood 
you on ottoman supine and languorous and not on show though there are mites and eye 
present at your legs light bromides in to tons and ursine urn hatch     500  reptile  skrying hips 
ceiling torrent  is sproutd   milk  teeth    
mattress mouth mud watch moon double aground the shed shipping container   sink  
the waters     drink      rudderless      roa d 
     grasping   hale     song 

 

 

tesselate  
 
inflected cud wakeup driving down I-10 
fireball ream  as the L     bow    deep  
brave buttress the emptied village park temporarily closed 
precedent siege -- from the mend some do not make it out intact 
expired mince meat fester  bundles of was  spurt veneer  blood scuzz  on the grounds 

arches orca asphalt  
ink gateways and gateways 
the cove held face on the windscenic drive 
convertible life with   a   encrypted   C 
on again off again on  

prior body abstrusd to dividend swallow 
arcane armor  is echo 
statued memory battle  helm  is laberinth 
the center sculptd beyond iron at the end of combat's stagrd stage  
lancd through become a portal to his insides 
. 

sitting cross leggd on the sidewalk in six am just dawn and staring hang nail down through then in the hyaline darkness 
the density of salt high on argot  
the mystery beautiful as cartilage 
eventually the drip  erodes  and you are thing 

all of what is in a wreck becomes its were nots 
momentumous blocks confer   in   then   to 
just close your eyes simple houndstooth -- pocketful of puzzle pieces 
traffic light spires turned over head pin wheel magi lumber in winded sky  
whose hawk soar from shoulder byway to the upward hue until  
it becomes Y then, splendor still and flat   
shapeshifted X square roots by way of its quadratic body 
the cul-de-sac incongruent and resurrected in N 

the volume of storm below so far the awaiting temple  
blow these way -- far these ways -- in that geoloc the chain mail space in letters 
as the body harbors space as the traitors harbor fugitives 
hope in the crawlspace and closet  
be'cradled familiars -- drawbridge totems in their cerebral socket 

goodnight repeats distance as do hemorrhage  
limb to nerve mote are far this way 
below this way  blustered field of soldier torn as wind the armor 
here in this way dug the trench taking snap shot  
continuum evidence of the felld need for lovers polymerous -imension   
circulaton and repoduct and dirge estion  
flow shell to shell player all  
scabs heaped as coats in a closet the game looks up and down the able 
here this way below this way manned this way 
the birth haultd bird of paradisial man hole bridled stance of reel muscle  
overstretched wind is more rupturous above than on the stop 

to say only that it is two years soon between  
the phone calls from timeline points 
the phalanx and the guarded position 
the citadel taken 
smoke on the horizon is an afterlife   O  
what man loses nearing the helter of his artillerant shelter 
all the bodies on the ground are dormant R 

 

 

absorpt   

 

midst the debris of finding  
could and now and instead 
the animomentum aftermath of  
exhausted holding out  

venation  
hand   table  
old well worn sum 
green tea dregs 
bottom of mug 
white -- 
-- white -- 

the meeting of self is a destruction of self 
reconciliation a relocation in that it is neurologic 
to create is to take space 
to scour is viscerate -- empty to fill a find 
the initiate of a controlled demolition 
open in  

the building fails under its own weight 
crumbling to gravity 
collapsin towers of ego greet their repudiation's end 
by amending they look in to and cease   

in push in out in to hold   
the structure returning to its origin 
all the smoke and shrapnel from the yanked away repression 
rent sutra -- snapped weld beads -- aspirated bilabials 

a spiritual contraction of the ceiling and the floor 
and then the structure is gone and all that laid behind and surrounds is glutted  
the gone exerting paramount pressure 
it is an amplified silence 

the what was are a series of intersperced distances 
inner complex of absence monolith megallanic cloud  
congruent each others conglomerate  
the need in more threads a sentinel space 

 

 

in my past life i was a wet roof 

 

its been raining in februaries and all the rats are coming out the gutter  
due on the sidewalk and street and driveway stretched out on its flank  
beseeching mouth open wide third eye looking in to libra  
oleaginous robe colorless pool scales  
fossilized ammonites pushing away galaxies deep when lookin straight on 
gates larger than the size of any body the surrounding third 
weighing place phi  urfolding halls of truth shift forever 
in the process of choosing you discover yourself 
loss of boundaries a mystical merging context 
is the sacred grove the legislation gave birth to hours 
the god season and time -- the sidewalks of tents and the bedless 
slumped in corners and fetal on the floor as the rain  
and these  rat     sewer dweller     gone city    lost at  sea    tiny boats  -- too far gone 
there’s a cost for seeing into the heart of your nature 
the epicenter  is the brink a clogged drain the pull  
of water two years deep cerebrocity  
synctactic and coralesque inside the building are empty but for  
the automatic lights a shrapnel cavity full with past lives  
once I was stone and then I became moss and then of and again and then eventually   

 

 

guts  immersed     the 

 

stone ring pool on your finger crack to multiples of 5  
this breach and crumble is the placement drawer to trigger past again 
this is the filled space of letters 
the peak of an open field  
clarified innerintertwinement 

veriable point at the complex perpetuate and  
the nihilism described there protect the character illusion  
1 keeps itself safe from being 2 by still lying  
because progress is death 
internal pressure over time 

rainwater seepage and volcanic gas  
continuum sideways singular focus swell 
conservation back bends in volume forgiving sound 
the incentive angle dead boots tread 
if you don't look at it is exist 

cathartic exhibition of rage exercise 
I am no longer pressure of the circle transcendented  
in love that are fetid with ushering 
how the halls of power have a relationship stemmed in reality  
bridged I recognize flood 

this pull regime 
simply put     cellar door ain't beautiful the way you say it 
and again of words in their guts dynamic and primitive 
you are water given to urns 
the how can this be here 

the leftover impetus map perversion  
truth is lonely and that is death to be avoided 
feet on earth and lake protected feelings determined to cope 
to say another way speak 
clouds all the same 

the consequence of the poured out you  
connected to how over it is  
that fluid surface holding the elongated innards of the urn  
the you against is  
the wrist of always 

become the power to lack for the splendor 
earning editorial authority position the many shapes of love  
construct vessel of space  
in eagerness find an answer approached only from the arch 
incentives to achieve detachment cordinate fractious coalition 

producibility is an enormous numerant luminine feat  
a cycle of not eyes as hovel  
just gets a hold stronger 
can you change insides fundamentally  
without destroying the structure all together 

 

mange starfield 

 

enantiodromia’s  architecture felt less like visiting   the   before   then  
visiting the  probable  wood subarachnoid space negative cold and livid with cacophonous  potential 
intersidereal alveoli require expulsion of    the    is        inside  
  a  cosmonaut   a   country   a   embattled 
the last grasp before the worst of momentum  
in spoor haultin   convex    
  to see further and further in two  
the horizon    circuitry   lackd importance of whether he was apart from this rifting 
a flow bursting guts and a flailing amputee 
fibrillate doors sewn to  suitcase tick time bomb changer 
below   a   space full with eyes watching dense  tents of self   ruction 

aboriginal poets in wasteland thrive  
the relic vacancies are body bag empty and wanting mouth 
spoon on the counter too 
herds of ice colossi grant turn pages   
the estate of universe and this the executor presiding prosody 
the orbital cavity dark nebulae shine in terminal nothing together  
but futures probably hulks of precious metal and gem seeming 
emptied homeless snow from fur 
eating disorder stanza fire larkspur lance 
just above absolute zero dies splendid with distant galaxies 
you are parts of  abundance  of   erasure 
zone  internal struggle    externalizes      the palsied cosmic wound 

pulled open skin lid  
gears and chains pistons and girders asthmatic mass contracts the density and gravitational obligation shapes busted blow  
fantastic phrensied flagrantly endless subduction 
in crease until final demeaned light blisters  ancient gown  phantoms of the never 
    if to love 
known as ires  
in which    the        continues 
spasmodically dilating and contracting spiracle 
and    these mouths of the gone spill seed reflection  body and all the manifestation are left out  the conglomerate collision  wave gasping  bows in the view of limitless potential  

the banished lurk and fend and savage 
fungus and its city ruin the harmony of outburst   mad desire 

 

i fed my kaleidoscope the sky and it vomited 

 

 happy   with   how it is     eye witnesses 
sarcophage chapel cars entrusted by the avenue 
a residential ruination in the afternoon banish 
everything was done 
  residential assassination in the wan afternoon 
testimony of pensive expenditure stores and leather soles 
the defining act is about not wanting to let go 
everything was done 
spray on shapes almost soul america south skewered 
unresolvable tensions in unseeing relationships 
melting pyramids in peasants melting pyramids 
bricks filled with the stench of fulfilled destinies 
testimony of expensive furniture malls and leather shoes 
burning the atmosphere  of emotional attachment 
all those pretty redresses clean ailments opposite the regal restaurants 
the regal bones paw lien  leaving slouched traces  
of acid slime constant habits devouring themselves  
anti bodies without geometry 
owing slices of meat  
these gelatinous sacs dragging thighs and cheek 
leftovers of the great banquet too tired to tremble 
the spirits of the spirits of the damned 
juice pool plate  
amoebic dragging  slick  
empty-eyed homunculus herd trudge 
leases of gastric acid  
the continent  streets are dirty and full of purposeless men 
plate glass 
miasmal husk 
flood flesh  
all avenue are sore throat 
in the  factord very far from the throne factory  
of the mouth and its cut nerves shoulder to shoulder grubs  
to meat hacking 
torn away from themselves and given back 
leftovers of the great banquet 
too tied to tremble 
everything was done 

 

 

doubt 

 

 

 

glass full with  tongues becomes a thousand doors 
stoic wood catafalque thinks about the trials and tribulations of  
life in new clothes 
rehab  man  homeless with relics 
the grain  lasting of anguish 
of these words of vibrant rungs  
tyrating glass embrocature  dry  cried ocean 
flowers in crescent form growing from  collective dreams 
its birth looks like sand leaving the hand by the wind 

and on the table future that maintains this fugue state 
eggs hatching a wriggling retrograde twist 
pocket of healing hate licking its wounds 
square room watches  the fourth square 
ovary of spacetime hatching  
bouquet shiny chest full of coin   

not in the stomach of  mar nor in the have but here here life roar and turn 
the poet writes with his heart dawn 
what he hears going on in the cell next door 
a familiar face but not the name 

 

 

the machine that eats 

 

it's not like human of blood and it's the reason we can't understand the  
nature of rusty water angry is love is still love skin on skin like tears heeding to stay  

close -- all the terrestrials stunned tons believed it seemed embarrassing that this sadness had no origin  extraordinary   just common loneliness 

when you see your neighbors uprooted  gutted and every one of all the possibilities asphalt  asleep on the cement understand that this is machination 

we invented it we keep inventing look at your fingers in rosary your mouth closed tomb waste   infantilized body is not the spirit you can  fight dismantle or protest 

instead try to put your face in the hands of heaven 
how does blue feel    how does it feel 

 

 

tensegritic borders of rain 

 

bacterial warm commercial machine is the birth of a river through out time 
television never unplugged and always playing is simultaneous past and future which makes present 
revolting never film is our bodies   are    held together by fear 
vomiting cunt is the creation of a  line 
nasal and anal fluid from on the upper lip of the  mouth shouting at all new cold might 
how immaculate the chalice who seek to enduct it in doom 

this chalice asymmetric emits itself  and its uses 
is handheld unhollow a cube of bricks 
from its core revolving which is galaxies away the molten heart of it 
what it gives us is what it is and what it is not because it only gives what we can hold 
the awanting nature of chalice 
a din magisterial is the chosen stem to see  ore of  host  extinction robed and to continue to believe in more as a priori a distraction as if the reification of heaven of some beyond wood would make actions better and mean 
I have drank this way wanting more than I could hold because the weirdness of the real was too much and I never found the  outside just the inside and a layover hangover and an apartment that looked exploded 

to see the niches of time   before and after is a dungeon  unseen objects too big for mastery give 
hole thoughts  is the  glade of nonbeing to rest and be magnanimous and vain and narcissist   
revolving door compromise 
compromise revolving compromise rvoluting compromise rvltng door cmprms 
the churning cube chalice pours out itself and holds in its self  
see also: revolution 
see also: Loi Luong doesn't want paper statements anymore 

I  was  was an  immense finitude on the big wide open plane  is  a somewhere now neutronstar pulse as hounded mesh 
when the frames of your cells are the frames of your cell for some reason 
it is time enough that the premise of emptiness congeals on the streets 
and for the keys to lose their heads 
and there for the doors to be opened are not  
and next in evolutional birth 

 blinds are flowing in the breeze cold summer 
fortune cards are laid out on the hardwood floor playing a prairie on the highway and the medical waste truck wombs shaped in the life they hold between their pages' lips 
definitions subsume in  to what they define 
summer cold breeze the in flowing are blinds 
where your body decays are vaginal spaces 
infrasonic vibrations emanate 
the opening eggs of definition are what they construct  
knowing is prodromal labor and then contracting to form zones of objectification we grope between  eye’s ids part and in that eradication is the physicality of gathering  

 

 

prawn flown clown 
 
what in your body will give 
to say it gives bodily 
to give liver and lung and the pieces of the armord murmur of   ogma 
seething ego think  the   self    fragile 
when the body was 
weighing itself closer and closer to the ground 
to wade 
to squander 
what gives in your body buckles and 
swaying structure puts purs in its necklace 
to buy 
to believe in firing the allianced kiln 
pull in close and witness the fulcrum of the body giving motion flesh motion giving body    I think of a very thick liquid pouring from a very thick ceramic 
unrequitted self love the erasure of self 
        pollen     page 
believing the whiteness to be full and not like a chain link fence 
words in the mesh are feet in the links in climb 
the canal bridge shakes under the 10am that makes its rivers bluer than perfection 
it asks what body in your will gives 
and also asks for fives 
and also seizes the 
as many of them that it can grab 
to sustain itself in mesh 
to perceive the world as full and unholy 
to believe that solid is solid is to grant in yourself the denial of self 
that all objects carry within them enough spaces to birth new ones and zeros 
primal sepulcher is always womb 
which is to say at first it is hands and eyes 
and then perception figure drawing on logs of a rocky beach overlooking freighters and cranes and shipping containers 

 

guzzle  

 

and  what  you are  speaking mammal rain are obeli harbinger of life the appropriate edge   ceased  in horoptic  love too  sold  the warm sustain citizen destiny  you partake in the had seen tiny tiny fate  and you  the once  were as piles of    rain  plentied vortex   call in diurnal brackets with the urgency to describe in words a numb quiver that did to promise compose  instead a  self of stillicid psalms versd rain pendulum  slime  diplopian    rhythm    waste   simian  rain not yet  there and   the long life trek  muzzled   cross    rain boots traveled stay in stain the entrance limb  why  in backwards streets aint   to you   glitchd  steeples arrange the undulate drain  yes of course past  grove  abrasion  sigil  motorcar  sermon solid reversed repetition  crimson   regal  robe rag  court cobbld the rain mysteries and photonic  breed   symbol  grip  here the  mildewed hypnogogic  call rain from corners change  corners   rain  corner rain   forty one long slow empty burn cumulate  meter  at   rooftop  and  the  door   frame all rainwave  that in just the wet   sway   aparted   cavities in flux arrange    sing in the syllables of rain the huddled stare in blankets of bells   cairn   bowls   dabble  to  erm   quadruple   each body’s   sight  by   puddle    of the mad prophetic  rain   barking    contorted  glissando bulge faith from all the seen heard held  to  the last dying  mammal poetry are you  rain  in love   to cold   the   warm   sutral  sprain  dissolve   you     in parts  of i ruins once had you  seen   you  as pharaohs of   rain   plantd   spirald hauls stretch  in grid  straind citadel   composite   self to    stemmed    rain  stretch root drape  alms gurgle  sine  glow  rhythm  i am   the   run off   waist  shooting  time  simian rain along track puzzled   cross   lives   within  gavel   stain    entrance  i am undulate i  backwards  street  refrain arc  and   agent   layer passed  grovebrasion eaves  solid recitals   grip   here the molded  vision  molderd brain   refining  from corner  clang corner  rains clung corners  rain un   in dormant frame all  that  drowsed  in just  the   slate   way    over  parted in the syllables  of  rain  huddled   stair   of precipitant   bull carried  to  term roar rain  roar  each  quadruped redoubled there modal site  envision   glint glancd  lysergic  rain  authorerrate the soaked thorough petrolith  pull  hold   to    for all   the     breathin rain  spokes  you  are enzyme   rain ingest   susplendid  isn't  haves to  hold   less  you  part of   harm lucky    to     release     rain   tracheal   burgeon  over   parted   seen    had    you  once  as   miles of   why  rain  you  bring   slope in   seven hundred sixteen   ceramic  spirit phoneme empty tide receiver   call   days  rain    huddled     blare   bracken  opposite   bulb   window    to    orbital  window    strung   cullis  rain  flanked  steam    glob  pay   calm   gaping   curse      lain     gargle      rain    line    ullage    river    pry    shord    factory sky  i am  our   and   glass   and   rain   sown    friction    to     here and    it   bit   down    blown   capsid    vertebral  erosion    rain   roots    unrapel   vein     sewage  trance     rain   carried    succulent    limb    rain     back steps   to    terminal    rain   tell when you awaken  destined  rain straddld    each  doubld up       subdual     of       rain   from  above to your  past  sliver  passd   ofs    rain  verb origin position   mortal  is ration  is speed  is solid light is  rain  map ritual site here in   puddles  shoulder   fungal   poets   ingrain   thrall   coordinate  adorn   lancd sang   foreshorten    parturate   corner   open   rain   to   dilated   rain   dotted   multisliver shard    diluvian    groove   dormant 

 

 

guzzle  

 

the warm scuzz sustain pedestrian call in numb quiver  stood    frame    alone     petrol pool  unrainbow  width   effusion   you castd  away        pull  unrain    mouths    perforate   mouths      paracentric            slag    unrain authorerrate the soaked thorough petrolith found seek from the abscess  pull  up   to    solid recitals steeple grange  blown      grip   defacto sky illusion  i am  our   &   wave   &    less  you  particle  of   harm  envision   glint tick  glancd gland  trance   network  why  on the undulate  stair   of precipitant   roar unrain  gore  each  quadruped redoubled there modal site passed  grovebrasion eaves     stuck through miles of   why  unrain  you     lysergic steps   to    terminal     parade riddles unrain     i am undulate i  backwards   track quiver that did sixteen   ceramic  spirit puzzled   cross   lives   within  guts gavel       unrain  breath  spoke  you  are  susplendid  enzyme   unrain ingest    isn't  halves to  hold   myelin brief unrain arc  &    psalms versd unrain pendulum is oration   slime   lucky    to     unrelease     unrain   tracheal    reflux  over   parted  in the hull carried  to term the  shore crowns  grist fate  & you  the once adorn   lancd  were as vertice isles of    had    you  once  as tooth agile   turing patter window silhouette underbelly  stretch   strung   cullis  unrain  flank  steam  layer   trapezius   fungal  cast  sewage nucleate     unrain  succulent ritual ulcer sight  unrain    tell when you awaken  destined  unrain straddld    each  doubld radii to your  past  unrain   fetal positron  soil  is  unrain  map here in   puddle lantern   diplopian    bracken  oppose  speed   platelet is  bulb is  window    to  barrier   orbital  prophets   in glue unrain  pool thrall coordinate  gangroove  limb bring  dormant  slope   foreshorten    parturate   urgency boxed to describe friction  &   what  you are  unrainadge  looting  space   seize  in horoptic  diurnal  racket opine  capsize dottd metatarsal while wasted  words guzzle corner blacked  out     unrapel   cnoidal      gurgle  glow growl  all in interstitialrhythm bone   open   unrain   to   dilated     vertebral  erosion    ununrain    decimal urn  rackets valor quadricep corner  meniscus  mourner  unrains clung adorners  unrain un    with the unrain     seen     urgency to describe unrain      loxodrome  words   diluvian skull      ullage     outward essentially instantaneous unrain   sown   volts ankle    a  love too  sold  that did to promise compose  instead a  destined physique  stillicid  self of  your parlance quake unrain stand  naked angular momentum      to     here    nine hundred differntt backwards a numb phoneme empty kneecap tide receiver   call   days  unrain    huddled bare in the had seen unrain lootd travel stayin  stark aversion the undrain  yes of coarse past  toroid grove  here the scolded   infinitesimal radially oscillate  fate is solid luminal  stain   &  you  the once  were  core of mold    as   blare  refining  bruise form in dormant  acromion streets aint   to you   lich   all  that   centuries  add   promise  to compose  instay a  self  of stillicid  pulsation reversd unrain        subdual subject     unrain   from  hove pendulabdominal &   slime  glob  pay   calm   gaping   urse      aint     gargle      unrain    mine    &     it   bit   down    flesh roots i am   the   run off    waist  unrain long hymn multiplizing   grace    unrain quintuple potential   grout yet  here   creaking perfect in the psylosyllables    unrain  truddle    obeli muzzled harbinger of the oblong displacement    flexible animal unvisioner gleaning brainlet  keys  drowsed  in just  the   slate   stayd    over done a  parted much further than likes until now the unrain seamed holy 

 

 

it is a good day but not a special day 

 

crevice ton   tone burn     green space border  apartment complex parking lot     family of deer graze   given field from taken     deep worry wrinkles enclose planetary pressure    franklin mountain rise   passed     out just over  alignd   gauntd   desert two lane  strip   high up    oppressed with altitude    too little streetlamps dark    over the coarse gear      broil the family                                                   
                less less least   as    extensions     dialed  drop 
                           owl from joint   pole    beings   begins coursing hunt plasmatic      to    the canned ever be seen   
     abysine         the simple act of not listening hangs the whole situation 
not with  
years      damaged    full of chatter 
aural   eyes    faulty for all plattery light   
                  is ore  lense can’t   drink 
lucid   closed    loose    lid   fluidly    sink  gainst lithic paginates 
       words  are brink     meaning     husk!        Less    too!     Sarcophagi    herd!  
great procession of branches    flood glutted river drunk  drunk wrung distillate   fermenture  slayer after slayer         atmos           radiation      hose  run leg  source who moved on   transfer  rancor  till night still           familial feast    16    stilt     scavenger     past     deer pushed to new zones      this mountain giant   judge  tunes     heaps of waste      tusked     bearing     rods 
there is buck and doe and progen   shilded orror     and     then    doe with child and then    soon   and then swoon  erosive carotid    tons wave  un   stone     wind gentle surf     heft  heathen        glower screens glow       held          as sand in a complex  gown  account of   sapient maddening  
         listnd      with     heart   heat   spring box     yore          
          galvanic tones 
                   receptor of spit     
and then is      
here    sundried  licked     bone  peripheries   parapet     modern carnage     spun        beyond skin       wasteland  perched    balustrade   massive        castle      ego          poet caw          pick clean roadkill 

    odd grass                                   asphalt belching     sun                 mighty blackbolt  
            reign and   flail 
with augd permutative reception    gunrain   through blitheness     silent witness 
                        flack of sharing     overepugnant abundance  input 
and    shorn       clatter   two breathd     a wall     
     two bladder      ark   eon   molding 
    two breaches          deer wait in    foreign     kinder to     sparse  
wade green weight  not even simian admir two birth   glom   amongst      the waste’s      plastic    ocean     silent   lense   sing   terra    finally    quiet        quitted 
here mutate   ulna  
                pristine flat  

 

 

4   legs 

 

    to admit    lichen   used and resting   orbit 
     cocoon of skyscraper   globe   trade   drive 
    of your own voice complete fabric environ 
   spear quote hench chide chief  
    o f   of objects holding them with selves 
           the vital music of the single word zeroes 
           only that it was today and the glasses were shaking staged photographs the sorber proble 
             quasar     delirium   recognition 
           euclidean architecture for the spiritually dead 
              you think is you beautiful difference realization 
olent   curl 
             swath tenor peril relic leery  
           ice land layover  dreamt of recent  scorpions 
             belief in great heights   dunrain 
            light-day liturgy    linguistic      
            beyond preys atop chest eat time's faces   
             atoll guardian  rather astonishing intelligence  unnerving 
              no where near telescope milk     mobious 
                             czar 16   re-evolve 
                    boom beautiful oil magicks eludoer gain 
                        comets from your sibilant lip 
                           over there long long long 
            four legged plasmoid bread 
          window   cloth  the  same  pond 
        lighthouse ocularance 

 

 

4   legs 

 

 

                    elongated          time             thanks             bifurcated             time            pinwheel              adoration 
              hark!           interim speaks 
                          in the dream the               flowers had turned in on themselves 
                      phone isolation place  wires prime history of pride prize  turn  
                     at is what is meant   not in      
                 terrible speed  the blood infiltrated  shipwrecks  
                                      voltage   in the low pines 
                                       geographic  face  halo 
                                       removal lantern archive 
                                          bleating galileonic herds 
                    cow spot vault forshortens shouts down from what it discerns grubs 198 176 81 34 
                                  roar what ponder sinew reeks  
                                         cloistered as faith isolated purpose passed out buzz    compass  
                                        breathes heavy of the coalescence knew  tumble 
                                          standing with  all the silent movie actors lost to time 
                                                godless    nebula     hallucination 
                         sarcophagic A 
                                         psychic space essence 

 

 

4    legs 

 

        lyric writing a big snow found   orogen 
     oh diving oil  resputed  repertoire ovarine 
      fleets landmark having constructed to stall flee follows 
     and of the aspect that speaks is flight 
     final maroon gesture to the emblem 
     colorant small dining is tangerine 
     ritual digest 
        of  slave to  a    molecule    also know as  interstellar region  spin 
          flint haunt vaunt jaunt gaunt taunt 
           fang route aspic apply appal alpha 
           the weights a centaur deadlifts increment self generate  
         lead tiara tiding of magpies perch beyond land before time 
          pulls  pull pool round feast   spiral 
       strips among stripes of global retainer dawn 
       maybe shave by the window 
       public  domain  surveillance seemless harried hunger 
     the morticians tile blare 
      chase jitter 
          its never been any other way deep    clock 
      capital letter not again in the office universe  circle 
         utterance extorted previous to refugee 
       four legged book refinery 
           table set charcuterie fine setting north west  sun bow 
          wave origin 

 

 

4    legs 

 

        phenomenal tactics dogmatic grammar  resurrect 
      j's cause of death evolving message witness 
         the ace of knave oil dies again chant  
    who says its free clearness' interruption 
   looked through the pocket lining of the coat and dresser drawer in terms of running afar away  
    incubated   not very much 
    not stone but cement and brick   drishti     
chevy nova sedan cairn cross chalice of courage circumference  
   proof of the body as body part and art proof what 
time manifesting weight in presence 
between us dermal    wrong  plier  churl  charm  axiom 
barbara luster 
    F or too long  have been bogged down by united states 
its weird when billboards emotion 
   metal atoll pray   contaminate tongue  
quick glyph 
     the half-life of plutonium 
galaxies dream of understanding precog 
    four legged watch bottle  mutate 
    knive and olive and wine glass and oil 
    parabola roll 

 

 

ossuarate' 

 

enthrone window   heat atop mirror        red sand 
I see you in the desert        javelin protruded from jowl  
whose flag  to announce  distinction was endcumbent     incubation    ended 
the limbs of the biome indifferent 
flat you and your habitat    onyx 
no wind but sun and miles where atlas refuses    where   j longs  landscape 
ahead won’t want joclial jostle wind 
I was thrown at you and am you 

what    stopped  
I am the thrown from those miles thrond 
of innards guttless     thr                     
oughn         throb verge 
struggle    strangle          flag  
the desert    you   claimed open   mouth gurgle 
by weaponry 
you  I am in  

these evergreen blabbering death  
ever gangrene   spraying   flag in the center of     
                              that struck note 
you   bin  
claimed in the steel devouring  
place where once all skin held and loved  
       jaw wound factory 
   hiccup blood vowel bubble   
juice  in the cup the rim the table 
a long morning 
but infant in hours 
in your own tin mealing in the heat metal of the gaunt melt wallop toe tied feet wide  
crumble and stumble and mumble dry snap flats 
                                                                                stands   too   fetid feeted meters syllable   
          claim the wild of your in sides jelly  slinted   through with 
una 

 

 

time intentionally left blank 

 

the long lane fragged   alveolar process  to    home   vertebrae  
you there    a   top   slime   secretion  bust bottle 
I see in to your throat window mirror  on the sofa reclining esophagus  
      1    in the punctured      1 
the love hove on the counter 
egg born. broke egg  yoke witchry     wedge               ton.      
   wage                what was in 
now in2          the is from it 

the lone flag 
the main a desert 
man desert 
the is on page 
last order of lines             the juiced humanal  jazznd   frenzy 
trauma    only                  still pouring more  pour 
for     the hot hot morning moves in its own  
in    wake  

    weapon bolstered the edge sharpened       w 
cradle of mar and man 
where javelin finds its home 
serrations        embrocate       friction     fricative distend tangle  
5 skins from its 5 selves from its non selves from its wants  helved 
you are there 
       hip                      rucked 
             feet fracture            finally to fetid summers 

 of junkyuard choked waist in your waste the times  pace 
1  buckles   
to   knee       divot the flat  
ripples of  soft sand  
                 the javeline that protruded 1  
not yet mold  
the desert moves on  
its own what was before  

 

 

extinct  

 

                        and we have              made a paradise 
                            gunrains                       connection 
              here   then where           love was     knottld          weres 
enoughs   gleam    round     convent  convex walls  
        invaluable    mire   the    interuptured          thee  
imploded        incubation     shore      stolen spoon picture 
mirror to window and again 
  bulk       pieces   askant     pounce        grown     smile     egg  syntax  
surpassed shell pan heat sizzle 
present   is    objectable 

in     it           the  is        
has even          in  
is      is 
   is  
is  
is 

yoke so yellow   cream grease  
sewn       word    column    
                   splendor 
                    crumb 
   too stable      brittle    hiatus dawning   gave miraculous as it silts 

you are shells 
in a desert in a basket 
in      q 
in     a     
when it autumns 

 

 

an even distribution of heat 

 

 

face turn in side out oxygen 
disrupted habit                                  breed 
respectless boundaries 
stirring and stirring morning smoke 
      crowns  atop        
                   final knowing who and where is  how 
                     you entered this space 
                   itself is in to and in through 
                   what    irthed       from arrent latent passing          

                           you are verbal 
                              enacting   
                             the concept of movement  
you    illusscious seems     4 waves    seemed to sine     in   recontrivual embrace  
jamble   jaywalk    njamb              portcullis  
                                                            eond     
                          you   sieve   you   in  you   the    you   egress   
             the solar estuary      
                         morning    stale   invention    always announce climate claimed owner 
                                wood      fire      grog       
it is us  
under heavy blankets 
refuged 
and peace  
and peace and gravity array   column  
that has so emmoved in the robes of fold foul ardor 1  
                    torn away youness    
                                                                            below 0      finds here      
                                 flounds      er 
                                                hearts         alive   
                                fillinsationomitricatosis   bode   
                                                bide 
   orange slices    fume 
          precious fluid      chasing      wood  floor 
  chapel   bell   8 

 

 

fill  

 

 

stopped short running jug on its genderless knees 
wood you i am here  cabin floor board retreat being step back seduction 

floats   butcher  you frolic    knfe in the way it is always falling finger trap 
above its head in its hand   breathe fungus  dread bloatin with thrall  

it had been so good reliving sound of extinct animal  call  
imbue  blue jay     september    sunset     morning mist   tenderness    too 

left you behind plant carnivore tendrile low sucking slow teeth take in  small amounts of  laying crash site  body  &   afar          no ocean to speak of 

 

 

to discover your cancer 

 

you are abscess peeking   ome   wielder      hurtling of Amacher's Pass to Pynl’nt barrier smoking  where Splsprwn urned to clw andn thrust strata elongate recalcitrant sigil  firmament in phosphor silt demented I'ilstiir glares but not here  --  the pools are still tonight as sound joined rooms      Floral slugs bending. Slick affinition. You uncovered in the rut. What weight enough to push. What stereoscopic fruit.  

Locked out dazzling mercy Ehmr heightnd way away -- to some -- say this thine and thus the only  -- others of  the covalent arch are breadth given of Nne-eht . You are gone. I wish there was denying this.  You  are speaking absence  ample  weald      Oh how these moldering stick through me  

The thraw this night is flooding and, this for -- solely but for there -- beyond the rift  in the greatest points of combusted solitude there those that speak comraudience cosmic as we the race of Ulg imitate poorly  justice  --  far from the source    between   achieves  sound only to squirm in distance’s microscope slide -- solitary oblation -- proto pharynx   tremor radiate    first specimen over   over over --  each replication a new distance -- way out is   intercission speaking --  no no and no  --     while here I feel and do volume      the  meander in such awe is the gleaning of eclipses   we  turn as tongue  turn and turn   only  paroxysm  the stillest of us grant and parade. You do not move now.   

Og begot of Er -- you  that stares neath chord reality through  thorough into what is so much density  presence that one can't but loose and twirl in the metamensional  thread of aspic tapestrionomy, in the tumult relation of subquantumic forms -- there in distance’s reflection       -- does my vibration even reach your eye curve   

Grime  season  honed in our honeycomb hells that drip saccharine  rotation the chemical ring to the chemical ring. Nerve syrup. Tarnished treacle. Burning mother to mother to thud  synapse. Errand to errand. Grip to grip. It is husk. We gather to patterns. The loan against the cobble and the grivn hearth  only just eats. The psychoacoustic phenomena of you breathing. Milled and sold. I will. In tatters of sense. I say give. I say love and  knots. I pray now -- yes -- grafted skin   

 

 

drains  all over your eyes that didn't blink   

 

and   labor thrums across the mighty carcass  
continuous miner visceral  fume  sweet night ridge sulfurous pall the far end  small town   near    empty      surround          sound of  gnaw  teeth  borrow deep teeth  nag    arterial cavern  colonizitic prolong  mass  excise lode  layer after layer  the air never looked so big at the end  of a long hours we  drank more avoidance 
the sink  filled with dirty pride   
encrusted trunks of bodies lent out for that which we deemed as what was said  
    larvae   other in revolution speak to   impending shift 
was what we were was what we couldn't say      
ossuary nest love wage mandible  infused  with you molt sorry after sorry 
the amount of you seems endless but we are both so gone 
undeniable value i think is like that  telecine instead of adage   sold in the sigil of  smoke and seism  body vocabulary of  genrealized generations is perihelionic weight  
every way  pushes in   fulcrum  emerged  of  gut lining viscid substance churning through   puncture pose  smattered wall of  exits  blasted 
there was not enough refuge  where we said we'd   absconded 
the chosen present and knowing you had chosen 
humble hobbled  i had  this    was  time  
the tectonic       dawn that blame  heart  proffered and  artifact antonym hummin  afield mirages  with stuck  limbs at sharp angles       old confluent names  
on the tags of the casualtiers of the class war of their thin coats    
what's been run from or else left dehumanized shook  the specters  in  gilded ages  setlit    sure shot  pinwheel spine  tunnel   bright as it would let  
we and i and you  cavity strata swell   cave in   
it is only for a short time really that you see me hexagon the beginning of the word time is the last bifurcation taking note of all that passing by the heat of the slag  
is   the was  getting it all out 
quaverin  pivot to languor       
in the seal   always shade   
  gall of going on     breached farthers  are pining archite crater  are  chosen distance hemoglobically  reintroduced    
lice shower  
sanitized before they take them place on the mine 
warm as the waters of the dead 
and  too  speak  of  rites you were  sending a  way in  message writ ooming and ooming    
spurned direction sat at break room feigned  at  flight 
shared pack of squares passed  totem   the brand    at a loss 
  rift implied in asking 
jostling positions  paternity hoard  sate enough      
steam pushed iron podomere trample out  need on the disassembly line 
you and me and all that thingness  reeked   feeling  that over there is always breathing     
you are an  ideal vat    recurring  dream    wantin halved 

 

 

your body remembers apocalypse for you 

 

and your hinge left the only way a love could that night  
before you dropped your cigarette to burn the carpet 
when the door closed  the whole everything in that metropole disappear 
all the bodies any ways  --  the meat and the animal and    jasmine flowers stormed from the big sleep's every orifice and pore 
the table and pots  and crosswalk  and  shoes and  the dirt and its many tone pieces 
every atom to below in each strand of dna set forth turning up  volume  frenetic and amazing the amount of pressure that is to say i.e. the mount it takes always  
ragged edge succinct 

I didn't get to see you dead  there was no time  to comprehend the bust radio 
you said I'm sorry for your friend and it was cold outside 
my heart filled with letters 
to reproduce old patterns is to see them changing 
what's inherent is recapturing 
we were ooms walking into ooms looking for the ooms we were in 
i.e. not any different than it is  we had  helped each other the way we always did  so  much  of was poured me in to you and it is everything  now  not contained by you or me which makes it feel gone  
intention   and you didn't return the night after or after that but we had known that talking the last time    we got to say goodbye to each other some how 
it was as good as it gets is what we got 
and I am not sorry for you anymore but sorry that I am gone that there is no going back 
I mean that's what they really mean when they talk about apocalypse 
the unreversible 

 of extinction poetic form reimburst 
you were heart ache by the numbers   city pristine   unmangled  lurching dmage   
different ways of coping with apocalypse  
and know one body know when exactly  growing  began  
cause one had been around to see it span 
just came upon it  in  heir wondering 
     immense field of jasmine   deeper than an emotion 
at the bottom is the long forgotten love the  city  still spine  and giant and in from the cold 
and if you were down in it you wouldn't have been able to see why anyone had left it 
i.e. not seen any signs of leaving either 
when you visit you are the day the other night scrawled in  visit 
we were both smoking    it is a long process       
you are an ancient city buried under jasmine I am feeling under skin 
and this or it was the end of something less spectacular than time and space and time/space but more precious somehow spit ordinary  
maybe no one any one wanted to know who pretended really to not know it was the end of something    I told you it had been a long time I had spent not knowing 

you were an apocalypse and I was only 10 forest fires 
we were both smoking it is a long process 
I said        lost your hinge 

it wasn't at all as said bodies domino skipped stone ripple not anything bigger than what it was you know   it's just  heartache is like that 
loud mouthed open    accommodating embrace 
we sat there smoking  watching mouths across the table 
in all their mouthness 
oneiric drying and turning and somehow making return   
we were the rentd shape of  entering and I always wanted to say to you     was or else and had  been your liquid fire in a jar then a whole lot of silence 
repeating moments of astonishment 
caring about it 
when  said non responsive and 117 and 1/2 realities lettered from the sponges 
and all those previouses we had sat around the table   and talked about  
love  or   friends of the road grouped the avoidance onto our breaths for evaporating as it was all let out there the ability to get lost is the ability to communicate and  was across the table constellation   craters  are  an   mptied  city  and then  was next to me close enough to touch and I had up to now to find out words leave have left or else unsummoned synergistic momentum hanging  animal tongue not moving move purely at least had laid it out all on the dining table for  to see first 
you said   be proud of honesty and  lack  hatred 

we sat at  the table  sidewalk curb smoking talked the coves in love 
the knots of those  in the rind to get there you got to breathe 
contraction upon contraction is what it got it was is 
words pushed up on  the boundaries to the others 
now you know something right here and I'll tell you for a fact the sage jasmine flower vivacious purple magick for adepts acrid attempt   stalking criminality  sense of the ridiculousness swaddle this country is lonely  with all its flowers and its lonely as sunday 

endless vulnerably thread repeating moments of astonishment 
maybe it was a crisis of governance   the asking 
you were an apocalypse and   I  only   atomic   burning 
you remember the first time too you said the revealing of inner truths not complete ones because that ain't but the ones you think are there  what you had been seeing all long is right there and it's hard to  

those sage flower that took that old city that was still yet beating but also an  empty glass finished slavering vociferant cerebro  
thought waged on land left bellowing hoard the land left sage over 
flowed from its every space and it was smothered and lacked from solar caress thorough 
its verdance and wept under its own grief  
gut bucket blues  
leftd and 
weigh until it cease and dried and was desert eventually 
but that was such a long time that it kept breathing  
and way under  the depth of personality  still tusk 

 

 

to begin again  

 

i & you were sitting at the table ossified & there were many books in every unlanguage in high stacks on the wooden floor & seventeen metatarsal window & an oblong nook kitchen photograph &  your piano firmed  cross  rerecordin & the quasard distance of a fuming space line   this is how we looked that night this afternoon far from that january 
the view from september up here at the reptition you & i as you & i unravel & presume  
to begin again  think of the exposed  table where you & I sat as a rupture     you & i  
its constituent erudon eond lean in to ward cnstrict to  detritus      
we were of memory   physical allocations   passd passng   our eyes met at the verge you & i  unfinite definite tenses  from where they were sitting  in the sentence  so much space  paginated  distance    it & self  aging  you were wearing  your skin beautifully varied   

invalence  & sat at the night  with your back to your tall tall  
stretching  window fascia   spiral  out   in   vast    separateness from orogen  
this  poem then was already now before I had known this  it was  written & everything from that initial poetry   was a galaxial arm  yet  to begin again here in the spaces of my present  i name you as were & we are then for ever in absence  
margin growing from eye shaped egg    edenic  
in you & i there is only a swell   
a  kept space's   imagination of  these   things   you & I 
to begin again  we were time out of time  
pieces from framd space in the sire of consumption 

the last i & you together     our memories are  situallly  cerebral  
& before  so  -- the moment of conception --  we are  a last at last a last   
the true host is genetic history already done & breathing in the cells 
entangled elastic through each pointe of time 
present to present metronomic repetition    noticing to noticing  
we are & will always be at your table in this poem only even & especially if it were not so initial  we are across from each other on a cold late night  feed back talking temperature held in place by seismic ozmian gyrating 
we   are possibly  &  matter  all start as unbodies & in that then turn endless & become  collection of poems within each cell of  our   selves   electric sutures 

you & i sitting at the table  are quandaries we perceived supraconsciously 
to begin again      I believe we are lost completely 
the placement of you & i  we are  mock smoking  ontologic benches   
yes   there once their 
  we spoke of love  as collisional or else & then too as   what  is  givin  

& I told you it had been a long time since I had been  any  one     I  
we were eating at your table for 129600 seconds of a second 
we are there now inside one of those lacunae of time 
I am asking if there is a future for us 
it doesn’t matter if you can’t see it so long as it’s there 
you & i are talking about the wide space between dream desire & fulfillment 
at the  dinner  was   a turmeric soup broth & thick slices of sturdy bread with glossy white dishes the wood floor boards attenuatating    not far away was the sink & the stove & piano whose keys you had marked with computational letters in order to better learn  &  
I was sitting with my back to this piano facing the windows which were dark enough to  
reflect the other half of the apartment so that I sat facing what I was not 
the windows stretched fluid thin & forever & no light from the street came  but only sound &    I hold this not as a memory of ending  but as a howl on an altar of whose pelvic bowl is continually filled with the light  
of  eon swoon  

quarterly or else hourly I give you this & know that I have not been talking about the  
space at your table about how it grew between me & you in a way that collapsed us into each other  
I remember only us together as if without me there was no you & that you knew this &  
felt this & I remember holding you that last time in the dark -- that dark of which I have a  
photograph I  took last November so soon after you had gone for  ever 
it has been 1   year since  we  sat  together   how many spaces  I have named you since 
each  are marked    in my heart  with  poem    
every  sentence  you & i  grow   spacial    it collects 5 year & then 20  etc. 
non stop  bowing scapula   you will never be back  only   now   & therefore  I  won't return  

as either     --    to live with things that are no longer an obvious being   is  the roof of living  memory           
to begin again   being again with  I wanted you to see who I was 

-- not a big place  twas  old  carried & with it that age terminal dignity & the feeling of  
returning to the arch terminus  -- maybe you already knew  -- I remember your posture 

opening its drouth &  speaking   each others  names     hiltd    brings oblivion  of the   ego 
to hear you spoke of as another without the holding of your I   -- you were always gone 
to see truly  name and this is to begin again with another form of self  
reciprocal transmutation of you & i     when-where  you become  impartd  of another then whatever I   there was has then dissipated   synoymial is persistence   

a new line  another poem    to begin again sitting across from you in your gate strung with  
ivy & iris   you are as is  &   i  both from the universal strummd string specter patten sound hologrammatic  exponentiality  restating   to being again with orbit & the bones that situate the perceptive organ you in the pool of decades  gone to begin being is  to say this was  &  was is so an is  & there & so is not now   --  
I am wondering    about the verge  
of memory & hereness  
of you & i sitting at the table of fine tuskd space -- the time of poetry &  
the poem it inhabits is only   
for long enough to sink into pull